update

I cannot begin to write about what we are going through

I had no idea my world would fall apart like this ...
my most precious husband has advanced cancer and we and our family are devastated 
..I am asking for help .were I can get it .my Daughter is helping me to get out orders and dolls paid for 
this are our priority ..they have to be ...it is my job ..and I have to look after my family too 

questions about future orders ...I promise I will get around to them ...but its taking me time 

orders  are coming in thick an fast from my site ..all will be dispatched by the Christmas deadline
any missing orders will be replaced

if you haven't received your order 

E.MAIL ME YOUR FULL NAME ADDRESS AND WHAT YOU ORDERED 

this will save time ..I can just send out a replacement

 at this moment in time I spend most of my hours , hospital and with Pete 

I have very little time for getting to my PC 

thank you for all of the phone calls ,,,PMs and e.mails ..at the moment I cant get around to answering them all 

We are hopefull and positive ..we will beat this evil illness that has taken over our life right now 


Im more behind than I thought I would be
and I spent most of today sorting out my work room ...
Pete wants me to return to some form of normality
but Im finding it hard to settle
but
Etsy sales will be the weekend ( 6th and 7th )
Lati white ...Unoa and Blythe size

clothes will have to be next month

light at the end of the tunnel

Pete has been away from me a week ...and its slaying me
Im exhausted I out of the house more times than Im in ...I havent got much done this week at all

but everyone who is waiting for an order now ..it will be shipped next week ..Pete is comming out of hospital tommorow and although he is still in bed ..I shall be working from home ...so I can look after him and get the wigs done and the dolls out

thank you everyone for bearing with me xx

away from the Pc

Im checking in for orders and e.mails
every couple of days

thank you everyone who is preying ..sending healing Vibes and wishing us well
it means so much to me ..to us ..thank you

especially Ragna ..she has kept me focused
and Jean ,she has been my rock

Pete is in Hospital ..the operation went well ..were hopeing now to get the results of the Cat scan
but he is well ..eating chocolate ..thats my Man ..and I love him for it
and he wants to get back hope to the Van ...

APRIL ..TOTNES ! we have it planned

on the way...

all of the dolls were sent out Friday ..and I have all the addresses and wig orders printed off for next week ..those will go out by the end of this week
so if your waiting for a wig order ...next week

we have had 2 beautiful Autumn weekends ..Pete is healing well ..we can manage a short walk ...so we do
Im hoping we get one more ..beautiful day next Sunday ..although Pete has to phone
the Hospital Sunday to book his bed for Monday ..then he has to have his operation
1 more weekend this Autumn would be nice ..because he is going to be off his feet for 6-8 weeks
He has his pre-op Monday ...MRI Thursday ...then phone Sunday ..in Monday

I dont think Im going to be totally happy until its out of him and we get the results back from the Scan ...and we know what were up against
but every day we live it to its fullest ...we are dressing the house up next week for Halloween :)
Its not going to beat us !

another day ....

felling a bit low today ..everything fells like its moving so slowly ..yet its not ..not really

we got the appointment 21st ..for a Cat scan , hbut no news yet on the operation
if the second letter isnt with us by Monday Im phoneing

I thought I would post Gina here ..the picture makes me smile ..anything to make us smile right now

my boys


my boys, originally uploaded by Sleeping Elf ....?.

today is a good day ..I got up showered ..put on some make up ...and Im getting to work
Pete is at home ..he is helping get the post out ..so many orders right now
But
those good vibes your sending are working :)
mail man came and went ..no news today

but Pete did have to go to the Doctor for a sick note
our family doctor has been great
he has told us stop positive ..Pete is young fit and strong and very healthy apart form that little f****r thats sitting in his lymph gland right now , the sooner its out the happier I will be

thank you too all our friends e.mailing me and sending us healing vibes !
bring them on ...I dont know how to pray ..Ive never been much into religion ..but God am I doing it now ..to anyone who is listening

so my Blod is my secret place ..I can come and scream at the Moon

Today is a good day and Im up for a fight

...Oh yeah ...wigs are going out too :)


and thank you everyone contacting me about my dolls xx

dolls for sale

parts of my collection Im selling


choco puki coco $300 ...no black hands and feet but will include white ones $300.00
http://www.flickr.com/photos/sleepingelf/4303027743/in/set-72157600225784574/


second edition Olivia $200 ( smaller elf ears like orriginal )
http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3198/2604071118_7d7587db16.jpg
ElF doll Min $200
elf doll Jin $200

elf doll kai limmited darker resin $200
http://www.flickr.com/photos/sleepingelf/2600879638/in/set-72157600225784574/
winkey $200 rare

wendy $350* rare
http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3044/2610642917_ce85cb0040.jpg
Impledoll tree harley - but with Aimee face full body blush with human legs too
$200.00
http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4094/4932512186_81240363e0.jpg
NOT DOLL lucy $150.00 tan version
http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2356/1885902269_36b5d2abfd.jpg
fashion flex  BODY WITH  UNOA -2  head $ 300

johnny dep $250.00
ssin $200.00
serendipity $150.00
boboie $100.00
pocket fairy boy $250.00- with Viya face-up
http://www.flickr.com/photos/sleepingelf/3859070364/in/set-72157600225784574/
zigzig $200.00
elf doll hanna $150.00, only comes with 2 face-plates
http://farm1.static.flickr.com/192/503056358_5f4ef1d498.jpg

Hujoo - resin version a $250.00
http://www.flickr.com/photos/sleepingelf/2392810987/in/set-72157604411513990/

Hujoo - resin version sleepy eyes $250.00
http://www.flickr.com/photos/sleepingelf/2422002922/in/set-72157604411513990/

brownie doll haha $150.00
http://www.flickr.com/photos/sleepingelf/4058685040/in/set-72157600225784574/

bambie cronie roko- blue spade bunny  $250.00
http://www.flickr.com/photos/sleepingelf/2317397790/in/set-72157600225784574/




mookla $600.custom made for me
http://www.flickr.com/photos/sleepingelf/4420762898/in/set-72157623387552291/

HUGS xxx

My life fell apart this week ...its been a roller coaster
and I am not handling things very well right now

Pete has got to go in for emergency surgery ..the lumps that were taken for a biopsy were MM cells

Malignant Melanoma ...
a rare form ...that didn't actually show up on his skin ...
the first we knew about it was a few weeks back when he found this lump

Im trying desperately to keep orders flowing smoothly
and get dolls out ...but some days ..I fall apart ...
this past week has been hell
and any day now ..we will get the news he has to go in to have his lymph gland removed and find out if its spread
I cant believe this has happened to my wonderful man ..
at the moment he is well and strong ...and has no symptoms at all any were ..his blood work is good and there was nothing on his lungs
we are going to fight every inch of the way ....

Im selling off a large part of my collection
I just wan to make things a little easier for us whilst we fight this thing

October Updates

I thought September was bad ...it ended the worse way possible
the new`s from my Husbands biopsy isnt the best we could want
the lump they removed was a Melanoma

so we will be retuning to Hospital Tuesday

so subsequently Im a little behind ...some wigs will be listed today
Curly Tots will be listed Monday
Blythe and Lati white
Wednesday

should you buy from all listings I will refund the subsequent postage
you will only pay for postage once

thank you for everyone who is sending messages
they mean a lot to us both xx

playing with elf thistledown

white elf ..custom face up

and gorgeous glass eyes

I have got a load out today
wigs tommorow and Tae will go on his merry way
and Natural Moona ..with the pink eyes xx

thank you for bearing with me
its been so hard to adjust
Pete helps so much with my business .. having him off his feet has really told

he dose so much to help ..with out his help ...Ive been lost


still he is on the mend xx and he feels fine ..he just cant do much for long and is in a lot of pain ...bless him

but thank you to all the well wishers xx

we will have the Biopsy results in 2 weeks time ..and were keeping everything crossed xx