poorley wrists

going through my messages now

for those of you waiting for dolls and wigs
Im getting them shipped this week
Im affraid Im working at snails pace right now ...I had a fall 2 weeks back and hurt my wrists

that and trying to sew for a teddy show Im doing this week has left me in agony , back on pain killers and strapped from fiinger tip to elbows ...Im getting things done ..but so slow ..its very very frustraiting and I have to get finished for Sam`s show this weekend

hopefully I will rest up this weekend the Meds Im on will start working and I can get back to normal in a few days

its so frustrating ..things I took for granted ..I could just do ..now they are so hard

my hands just wont do what my head tells them too

and I find myself wanting to scream

my Dc is sending me for blood tests ..just to make sure what I have is damage from the fall and RSI ..and not anything more serious

and meanwhile ..I curse

wish list

wish list , originally uploaded by Sleeping elf.

just one ..thats all I ask ...just 1
And my tans are almost done :)
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

trying to cheer myself up today ,I was working all day yesterday on my bears and now I have KILLER RSI
dug out my pain killers ..but I only have 2 left ...so must get some more
on a plus side ...Im really happy with the results ...minus
Im board shitless ..I MUST NOT do anything today ..if I rest up I can finish my wigs this week ..other wise I will be crippled up for a month
Im pissed of with Lati ..they havent shipped
and Pissed off caus no stock ...STILL
Thistledown is STILL a no show ..I missed Miniatura ..and I now I will miss the show the weekend

all I can say its a bloody good job wigs orders are comming in thick and fast :(

WAITING

WAITING, originally uploaded by Sleeping elf.

Ok NO shipping notices today ..from Lati or Elf doll
no news from Bobobie abot my Thistledown
I was supposed to ahve some samples in March ...its almost June :(

I swear Im gonna have a hissy fit by the end of this week ..
so Im reminding myself who Im waiting for
not forgetting I have 2 Zero faces comming ...but that wont be untill the END OF summer

Not sure which face I will keep ..I only want 1 ..I have to apoxy sculpt the head ..kinda looking forward it it
and Im going to put it on this , Im not keen on the body ...
dont like the torso ..
much prefere the more natural poseing on this
so what a wig model!

http://www.aoddoll.net/ProDetail.asp?id=181

so which face ..Im not sure yet

what a beautiful day

It is soooooooooooooooo hot these past few days ..did a full week last week wig makeing and drying ...Im on-top of all my orders

so we had a day off ..a walk in the Wire Forest ..and picnic ..it was stunning

had a wonderful day ..only down side

I took a fall ...sigh ...its been a long time since I took a dive

thank God there was no one around ...

it reminded me ..Im overweight

all that weight crashing down on my knee and hands ..as I hit the dirt I can remember keeping my chin up

and thinking ..please God dont let me break anything not this time ..Im in the middle of a forest with 2 and a half miles to get back to the car LOL

Today Im black and blue ...and have a grim determination to get to my goal weight

I will do it ..so next time I take that walk , I will enjoy it more

Stan ..asleep again

Stan ..asleep again, originally uploaded by Sleeping elf.

its been a year ago today ..my old friend ...
it still hurts ..and I still miss you
I learnt a lot about Maddie and loved her for it
Ive been blessed with Zack , Sam and Lola
and for a brief time Winnie
and I love them all ..they fill the hole you left in my heart ..but will never replace you my old boy xx