UPDATE

Pete was rushed into hospital yesterday 
he has been doing so amazingly well ...but this week he started feeling a bit fuzzy headed and had flu like symptoms 
which can happen on this drug he is on 
god it was terrible ...he was in agony ..scarred me shitless 


His doctor thinks the chemotherapy either bought on a mother of a migraine 
in which case it will be gone tommorow 
or the drug  is making the brain swell ..either that or the cancer has reached the brain 
after a whole day of agony ..steroids ..injections to stop him being sick ..by evening he was getting slightly better ..and had stopped being sick 
if its a migraine ..he will be Ok in 24hrs 
if its the Chemo drug ..on the steroids and anti-sickness drugs he will be better in 48 hrs 
if its on his brain ...he wont 


so we came home ..exhausted 


were booked in for a scan next week ... and the  results will be through quickly as his Chemo is on hold .he cant have it again untill they find out if has cancer  on his brain ..the chemo will be stopped and he will have radiotherapy 


 ..it has been a lousy 24hrs ..

Milli

Milli, originally uploaded by Sleeping Elf ..happy new year xx.

and here she is
I feel quite emotional about her ...she was a labour of love
for someone I love ..
without him ..I would have never have been who I am today
this was Pete`s brainchild ...and is for him xx

100% will go to MacMillan Cancer Support

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its cold outside !

photographing some of the new elves, originally uploaded by Sleeping Elf ..CHRISTMAS IS COMMING ...

so far today its not stopped snowing ..
the roads are appalling ...nothing is going nowhere
Were snuggled up in home ..log fire glowing and Yankie Candles burning
Christmas TV on ..kids are at friends ..and its lovely
going to make Pete some Vege - low fat low sugar mince pies LOL
I feel quite festive ..
The snow is falling thick and fast
and dont care as long as we can get to the hospital Monday for Petes second lot of Chemo .
.I have a 4x4 so we should be OK
looks like the only things moving today are the 4x4s

Im finishing this weeks wigs to go out Tuesday ...our post is diabolical right now ..and post has slowed right down
so I dont expect anything else to arrive before Christmas

update

I cannot begin to write about what we are going through

I had no idea my world would fall apart like this ...

my most precious husband has advanced cancer and we and our family are devastated 

..I am asking for help .were I can get it .my Daughter is helping me to get out orders and dolls paid for 

this are our priority ..they have to be ...it is my job ..and I have to look after my family too 

questions about future orders ...I promise I will get around to them ...but its taking me time 

orders  are coming in thick an fast from my site ..all will be dispatched by the Christmas deadline

any missing orders will be replaced

if you haven't received your order 

E.MAIL ME YOUR FULL NAME ADDRESS AND WHAT YOU ORDERED 

this will save time ..I can just send out a replacement

 at this moment in time I spend most of my hours , hospital and with Pete 

I have very little time for getting to my PC 

thank you for all of the phone calls ,,,PMs and e.mails ..at the moment I cant get around to answering them all 

We are hopefull and positive ..we will beat this evil illness that has taken over our life right now 

Im more behind than I thought I would be
and I spent most of today sorting out my work room ...
Pete wants me to return to some form of normality
but Im finding it hard to settle
but
Etsy sales will be the weekend ( 6th and 7th )
Lati white ...Unoa and Blythe size

clothes will have to be next month