MacMillan Charity bear

romeo, originally uploaded by Sleeping Elf ..happy new year xx.

these past couple of weeks have dragged
Pete is looking really well ..but not knowing when he is going to have the treatment is killing me

Not sleeping too well ..and not resting
just wish we would get the letter

Tracey called yesterday and told us he Dr Zachariha has just got back from his holiday and Pete is first on the list ..we should know something by tommorow

at least sewing my bears is helping ..I always used to be creative when stressed ...

so this is Romeo ..it was going to be Mac ..but hey ..its February
and Im feeling a little low and nostalgic

Pete always did have the key to my heart ..so this is for him
my Romeo ..
looking forward to happier days xx

Precious

Precious, originally uploaded by Sleeping Elf ..happy new year xx.

she is weeny
..LOL Pete again ..when I made Milli ...he was ..like
can you make one smaller ..so I have

and I loved making her ...I think you can tell ..when you are enjoying something ..it shows

and these new bears ..Im loveing

Milli

Milli, originally uploaded by Sleeping Elf ..happy new year xx.

Milli finished at a wonderful £103.00

Im working on her brother now ..Mac
who will go up for auction February for MacMillan Cancer Support

this illness is relentless
since October when we first found out its gone from bad to worse

yesterday we found out he has a tumor on his brain

I cant even begin to organise my thoughts
treatment starts next week

Nothing at all has been posted this week and very few e.mails answered
Hospital every day
they have cut down on the heart tablets ..the side effects are lousy ..he is exhausted
but his heart has slowed down and no more palpitations

trouble is they make his head ache and he feels giddy and nauseous
and as he is on steroids for the head pain ...its like giving you something in one hand then taking it away

back to the Hospital again today
they have said he has to have weekly blood tests at our own Drs ..so hopefully the daily trips to hospital will stop

the weekend I will parcel everything up and ship it out Saturday , Monday and Tuesday xx